Change

Change, probably one of the things I hate the most about everyday life. Sometimes it can be a good thing, sometimes it can be a piece of shit. I have had my fair share of shit changes, but nobody can ever stop what happens, not everything is about attitude, sometimes it's about trust. From friends to love to family to work. It all comes with change, losing friends, but gaining friends at the same time. Falling out of love, and then getting swept off your feet when you least expect it. Having to make personal changes for family to being accepted for how you really feel. Every single day in our lifes changes are made wether we like it or not, my main hate is people, yes I know people can't always stay the same which also sucks, but when you're the one that watches your friends or family change in front of your eyes and you can't explain to anyone how you feel that's what sucks. There is always that thought for me where I'm like "I wish things would be like they used to be" or "I wish I could still turn to that person for support" I guess if everything stayed the same life would be boring and there would be no bumps in the road,thats no fun right? There always has to be something that sends us off track, good or bad. Everybody is there own person, and nobody should ever change who they are to live up to somebody else's expectations. We are all different, and it should stay that way. Most changes happen because people want to be somebody else, I know I have once or twice because I got sick of being somebody nobody wanted to be around or talk to, but I decided to look out of the square and look at all the people that enjoy beings around me because of who I am. All the magazines the celebs, that make life just look so easy, and make looking skinny and perfect so easy to do is another reason for change, because people want to be somebody else. This will never stop. I'm unsure where I'm going with this, but I just wanted to express how I feel about changing, yes it sucks, but it's apart of life and sometimes you just have to put up with it. But change can also be a good thing, it can make you happy. One major change that has made not only my life better but my whole family's, was when I first met my nephew last year, every single problem, negativity was all gone because the happiness of meeting him was amazing I can't even begin to describe. And even now when my days are low and I'm feeling under the weather, a hug a grin or a sloppy kiss from him and my entire day is made. Something so small can just lift your mood within seconds. This is just an example of a good change that can happen, there would be many more but this is a big one for me. Wether it's good or wether its bad, it's going to happen and there isn't much we can do about it. It's the impact it puts on our lives that will show how it plays out. Every single day someone will change something from what they did the day before, like getting up later or going to bed earlier. Change has so many different sections, but it's how we decide to deal with it that will demonstrate to anyone else how well we cope with it at different times. "By changing nothing, nothing changes.” "You were born an original, don't die a copy" That's all I have on my mind for tonight. Adiós :)